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living in a false reality, i succumb to the temptation.. so what? wats one text? cudnt hurt right?  eeeennngggg!!! wrong! one text and the world crashed at my feet, my heart with it..

i thought everything was going okay for us, between us. i thought that we could get by in this world full of uncertainties and pain and stick together, defying all the  evil. i thought that we worked things out already.. i guess i thought wrong.. one text and my sight grew dim, the world spinning.. or is it me who’s turning? cudnt get it, dont understand it, refuse to accept it…

i will try one more time and if all’s lost, its not my fault. i will try to brave the tall towers of indifference and the bullet-proof mask that hes hiding behind. i will try to save whats good and bring it to life once more. coz i believe that something so good and feels so right should last for a long time, as long as fairytales and legends.

i had my fairytale..  and i will live it like reality.

i had my lovestory.. and i will continue to love like theres no tomorrow.

i thought all the "tanga" in this world are gone… sus! naa pa di nagpabilin! AKO!!!!! hehehe

today, my cellphone, of all things, was left in the house! my cellphone!  WAAAAAHHH!!! as in..

i thought i would not survive the day. to think i always start my day really early, like around 2am, and i dont have my frigging phone to assist me!!!! i didnt mind at first since im soooo busy with work and all.. but when i got to school… haaay! its bad enough that i didnt get to see my friends and i had to contact them, (like a text or a miss call would do). but leaving my phone at home was the icing on the cake! theres really nothing to do when you dont have your trusty phone around.. you cant text, or pretend that your texting someone, or even play games while waiting for something..

weelll, after 18 hours of separation, text-free, cellphoneless, unconnected-to-the-world day, we are together again… my cellphone and i.. hehehe

together again my baby!!!! =)