realities and illusions
living in a false reality, i succumb to the temptation.. so what? wats one text? cudnt hurt right? eeeennngggg!!! wrong! one text and the world crashed at my feet, my heart with it..
i thought everything was going okay for us, between us. i thought that we could get by in this world full of uncertainties and pain and stick together, defying all the evil. i thought that we worked things out already.. i guess i thought wrong.. one text and my sight grew dim, the world spinning.. or is it me who’s turning? cudnt get it, dont understand it, refuse to accept it…
i will try one more time and if all’s lost, its not my fault. i will try to brave the tall towers of indifference and the bullet-proof mask that hes hiding behind. i will try to save whats good and bring it to life once more. coz i believe that something so good and feels so right should last for a long time, as long as fairytales and legends.
i had my fairytale.. and i will live it like reality.
i had my lovestory.. and i will continue to love like theres no tomorrow.
