closing part 1
reminiscing about this year’s happenings, i notice my mouth curve into a smile.. =) i am happy that my 2006 started out great.. a whole new experience and perspective laid out in front of me and i decided to take the plunge into the unknown. of course, i discovered love, new friendships, love, new places, and still, love.. its amazing to realize that anywhere i go to, the random faces i see, the uncertain steps to the future that i take, i find myself thinking about someone, associating that thingie with someone, linking that place with someone.. i guess "it" will never go away, this someone… please take note that i said my 2006 STARTED great.. which is more than what i can say for the ending.. its such a shitty and crappy and sucky ending.. maypag walay ending nalang!! i started out with some things and now i am left with nothing.. kinda unfair since i have been soo generous and selfless when it comes to other people.. why do you always do this to me?? (im talking now to MR. PANAHON) it feels like im a lil kid and your the bully, bullying me around with your tests and trials.. well, it’ll only be a matter of time till i get fed up and throw everything to the trash bin where i will be shredded and recycled and nothing will be left of me..
this is sooo frustrating since i always try to start the year fresh.. no malas from the past year, no strained relationships, no forced smiles and PLASTIKAN.. but theres something hanging and unsolved.. no detective from CSI will ever be able to solve it..
