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as the darkenss kicks in and night time slowly wraps itself around its people, i get afraid.. lonely.. and sad..

before i used to welcome the the dark skies and the twinkling lights that glitter in the night.. and an occasional sight of the moon would always make it right..

now, i dread these nights. i prowl the house, looking for something to do.. i turn my phone off to avoid getting and sending messages.. i toss and turn in my bed awaiting for sleep to overcome me.. wheres mr. sandman to put me to sleep?? is he not doing his job.?! is he somewhere else putting another morbid girl to sleep?? is he still buzy with someone else as i waited and waited and the night turns into dawn and until… ALAS! its time to wake up at 2am to go to work..

i get up.. take a shower.. and as i feel the cold water stinging my skin, i realized.. heres to another day of no sleep.. no rest.. and no release..

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