waiting in vain???
when you say promise you try to keep it, right? i know of one person who has never let me down yet. when he says "promise!", i believe in that promise and wait. all the times when he utters that word, that vow, i know that he’ll never let me down. and he never ever let me down..
until now..
am i waiting in vain?
before the inevitable acceptance, he promised me one thing that i truly deserve after all these times. he knew that i needed it for my peace of mind and the retention of my sanity. to this day, he knows all these, plus the fact that im still waiting.
they said that i could be looking for a whole year and he will never give me the time of the day.. faet.. they said that he might be waiting it out, thinking that i’ll forget the said promise.. they said that i might as well force him so that i’ll get the results immediately..
they could not bear to see me hanging and waiting..probably for nothing..
but no! im insistent and so adamant about this. im gona wait it out. see if he will really do this for me. if not for me, think of the friendship we used to have. i believe so much in him, i dont know why. there is nothing in this world that will ever going to change that. but the question now is:
how long can i wait? how long can i hold on? am i really waiting for nothing? are my efforts all in vain??
i believe in him and even if things are this way now, he wont break his promise…i can wait till my heart stops beating and im gasping for breath.. still waiting..
